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VII
For years I struggled with you: your
categories, your theories, your will, the cruelty which came inextricable from
your love. For years all arguments I carried on in my head were with you. I saw
myself, the eldest daughter raised as a son, taught to study but not to pray,
taught to hold reading and writing sacred: the eldest daughter in a house with
no son, she who must overthrow the father, take what he taught her and use it
against him. All this in a castle of air, the floating world of the assimilated
who know and deny they will always be aliens.
After your death I met you again as the face of
patriarchy, could name at last precisely the principle you embodied, there was
an ideology at last which let me dispose of you, identify the suffering you
caused, hate you righteously as part of a system, the kingdom of the fathers. I
saw the power and arrogance of the male as your true watermark; I did not see
beneath it the suffering of the Jew, the alien stamp you bore, because you had
deliberately arranged that it should be invisible to me. It is only, under a
powerful, womanly lens, that I can decipher your suffering and deny no part of
my own.
Daddy’s Li’l Girl
I have no desire
I can't feel a thing
I just want to make him happy
Daddy's little girl
Daddy's little girl
Daddy's girl don't wanna be
His whore no more
Food
Shelter
Love
I need to hold my tongue
I need to hold my tongue
Didn't know I'd have to lose so much
For Daddy's love
Didn't know I'd have to lost myself
For Daddy's touch
Listen!
Listen!
Listen!
Daddy has something to say
He has something for you to do
And he wants it done right now
And he wants you to do it his way
I can't feel a thing
I just want to make him happy
Daddy's little girl
Daddy's little girl
Daddy's girl don't wanna be
His whore no more
Food
Shelter
Love
I need to hold my tongue
I need to hold my tongue
Didn't know I'd have to lose so much
For Daddy's love
Didn't know I'd have to lost myself
For Daddy's touch
Listen!
Listen!
Listen!
Daddy has something to say
He has something for you to do
And he wants it done right now
And he wants you to do it his way
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